| Drowning in my sleep, I'm drowning in my sleep... |
[27 Sep 2004|12:14am] |
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Have you ever wished you can stop looking for someone cause the moment you stop you know you will find them?
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[25 Sep 2004|02:30am] |
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new screen name :
never say love x
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| Drama, Drama, Drama... |
[25 Sep 2004|01:47am] |
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Wow, today was an amazing amazing day, and by amazing i mean really
shitty for everyone I know. Lets give a brief rundown for all you kids
out there...
Band: Band today was probably the most enjoyable class of the day. Not
much action, just alot of ass kicking quad action.
English: We have to read and teach about a character from a story we
are reading. I got to choose the "Cook" this was a wise choice because
it had the smallet paragraph to read and describe =) Becky totally
flipped out on me in this class and was a total bitch to myself and a
one mike lesnesky. good times.
Anatomy: Yet again I did not complete the homework assignment due
today, soooo i'll hand that in on monday than we took some notes and
just relaxed a bit... i went to the nurse and got some of my diabetic
glucose tablets for kyle davis to try... they arnt a crazy drug lol you
can buy them at walmart for $3.00! Its pure 100% glucose!
French: Ahhhh French. How i hate and despise this class. Although I
Love Mrs. Gallant, she works us from Bell to Bell... The work we do in
this class is insane. Non-stop work all day, everyday. It's pure hell,
honestly.
After all this madness was over i hadda get ready for the Senior
Tailgate Party. They had some good wing's there, and we played some
good ol' hardcore hacky sack. Might I add that at the game tonight we
set a new record!! 0-4 woot valley view!
OK well. story time. Cork went psycho on Chazz today. She locked him in
her car to "talk" to him and he came out and she wouldnt stop following
him and she started pushing him and they almost got in a fight, but
when i try'd to stop them from making any regretful actions "SURPRISE"
I get the blame again. Cause it's definately all my fault that she is a
nut and can't drop him from her life, yeah thats right, its my fault.
So cork is mad that she wasn't invite to the movies tonite because
Chazz's now Ex girlfriend Nikki was supposed to come. Yeah she is his
Ex cause Cork broke them up. I think that she should leave him the hell
alone cause that's all he really wants. I'm at the point of not really
caring what cork does or thinks about me. If she is made and hates me
well guess what, her loss =)
I'll leave you kids with some lyrics:
It was a blessed day--
The day that I met you
Though at the time
I didn’t have a clue
As iron sharpens iron so does one man another
And that’s what God intended us to do
Flowers fall and seasons change
And you know how we treat the rain
In times of drought we pray it comes
And when it falls we turn and run
The moon is new, you’ve left your seat
The time has come to go in peace
With my own hand the bow was strung
The arrow shot now falls beyond
I thank my God for every
Memory of you
The lessons learned and
The way the Spirit moved
I remember hearing “church is more than just a building”
I remember when we proved it true
Flowers fall and seasons change
And you know how we treat the rain
In times of drought we pray it comes
And when it falls we turn and run
The moon is new; you’ve left your seat
The time has come to go in peace
With my own hand the bow was strung
The arrow shot now falls beyond
That day, I could have stared at the ocean forever
With a song for every grain beneath my feet
We were so young and brilliantly naïve
To the joy and the pain and the days that we would see
Everything has changed
But our hope remains the same
I want you to know that I’ll be here
Through a hundred years of rain
Together we run into what we do not know
Trusting our God who made tomorrow
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| bah |
[04 Sep 2004|10:09am] |
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Come visit me at work... Johnny Rocket's till 5:00.
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| Nice and Blue... |
[04 Sep 2004|12:42am] |
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Well Well Well... Today was my very last, first football game! Ahhh being a senior is kind of sad. I will miss band and all the friends ive made over the years, but for now iam stable! We kicked ass as usual, haha you couldnt even hear pitstons band at all. We lost in football which is awesome cause valley view sucks ass and I hate it so much. After the game a bunch of us band geeks headed up to Perkins where we met Sierra, who i used to go to school with, and a bunch of her friends (Hi Alex!) =)
* note - I understand that Iam a very atractive male, but if you want to ever achieve a relationship with me, dont have other people ask how I feel about you because i only date people i know... take some iniative dont be passive, let me get to know you and learn some about me before you jump into anything...
"I have a very expensive pen"
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| This is a musical and nothing goes wrong... |
[28 Aug 2004|02:28am] |
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Hey Hey Hey! I finally decided to update this silly journal.. its been like 2 months but... why the hell not. So we started band not to long ago and I hate it... its terrible again but atleast im a senior! Woot. I went on a cruise last week and met the most amazing people. They will definately be friends for a lifetime, I can tell. One of my new friends is in this amazing band http://www.addaxband.com check them out. I gotta run but I promise i'll update soon!
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| Thank The Heavens! |
[06 Jun 2004|03:12pm] |
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WOOT! My comp might FINALLY get fixed! Im bringing it to my moms friends house and he is gunna reformat it for me and THAN, MAYBE THAN I will be able to play some good video games again w/o 8,000,000 pop up's and disconnections! ::Crosses Fingers:: I wont be on LJ for a while cause I wont have the comp! WOOT!
luv ya jess
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| Your Guilty Hands... |
[03 Jun 2004|09:06pm] |
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Well, I got grounded for cursing and using CRAZY WORDS such as 'fuck' and 'shit'. Soooo yeah my mom is a skank, whatcha gunna doo? Ill be able to go back on my come back Online Monday or so. Iam at cork's house right now \m/ Well tommorrow is my AlgebraII and English finals so I better get home and Study! See yah on monday kid's!
luv ya jess!
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| Amazing Night |
[31 May 2004|12:08am] |
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ALRIGHTY so tonite was major KICKASS. I had so much fun at the Carnival (Yes the one that I said how much I hate... I still hate it because of what it stands for but I had fun none the less). ANYWAY I went and picked up Tim and than we picked up Jessie and we walked to the carnival, and it wasnt as long of a walk as we thought it would be. Well it was fun and we were all hanging out and than Ryan from Aesthetic came outta no where, and Mickey Mackey called him a faggot or something which is VERY rude because he doesnt even know him, he never talked to him in his life. So anyway although Iam afraid of height's Jessie managed to convince me to go on and it wasnt that bad cause she was there and held my hand for the ride. At the top (or close to it) I told her the way I felt about her and asked if the rumors were true about her liking me. So I asked her out and she said yeah and It was all good. So than we watched the Fireworks and I held her from behind and it was alllllll good. So we walked over to kid's corner and a while later my dad picked us up. and iam SO pumped for band practice tommorrow cause she is coming... COME TO THE SHOW JUNE 11, CARBONDALE YMCA, 7:00!
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| Ohh Baby... |
[30 May 2004|02:50pm] |
PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking
for a relationship. You cannot live without it.
Your lover must be passionate and you want
that you and your partner melt into each other.
He/She should not try to take the domination .
You dont want a relationship without passion,
and the sexuality plays a big part. The first
moment you meet him/her is one of the most
important. There has to be something between
you , you cannot explain. From the first moment
on everything must fix. But when this passion
disappears you disappear to. For you it is
better to leave than to see your love
restrained.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla
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| BAH! |
[29 May 2004|04:03pm] |
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YOU know who YOU are.
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[29 May 2004|03:08pm] |
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Ahhhh where to start. My band , A Mid December's Blessing, finally started practice and it was magic (I always say *MY* band but i mean *OUR* band). I think with a little hard work we can seriously be ready for the show on JUNE 11 AT THE CARBONDALE YMCA AT 7:00!! Come, bring the kids.
Anyway last night was the parade in Jessup and we had to march in it. I dont care how much you people enjoy this "holiday" but I think its a load of crap. It's a holiday about a Saint but instead of rejoicing everyone gets drunk and runs down a hill. Does that make any sence at all? This "religious" occasion is just an excuse for Irresponsible teen's to get drunk and do stupid shit.
Well after my last post I had like 5 girls come out and tell me they had crush's on me. I dunno if I can see myself with any of them. There is one girl that I think I can see myself with and I hope if I finally get to hang out with her she will tell me to my face the way she feels. Ive had people tell me she had a crush on me for quite sometime and I think we really need to talk face to face. You know who you are =]
I gotta go get ready to do something with Zig, Reply Away!
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| What Were Doing Is So Wrong, But What Your Wearing Is So Right, It's So Tight. . . |
[24 May 2004|07:44pm] |
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Well Well, another day, another journal entry. My mom is currently on a 'Buisness' trip to Florida so my aunt came over and wake me and my sister up like 40 minutes early... It was bad. So anyway, Julius came and picked me up and that's when I rememberd, DOH! I had chemistry homework and my binder was in my locker! WHAT THE CRAP!! I forgot all about that. I was screwed and Im probably gunna fail chemistry because of that ONE assignment =\ Band went smoothly and me and Zig kicked Pirates ass! \m/ Next was Mrs. Thek's Algebra class which was like a ZOO. Dietz jumped up outta no where and tackled Fata to the ground and did some strange 'Weasel' like maneuver and started either 1.) Choking or 2.) Humping Mike. I felt bad for him cause he got written up when 'El Weasel' started it.. He is such a HOMO. He needs to learn how to control his rage and focus it into something else, like fingering his asshole! Last period of the day was, yes thats correct, english with Mr. Joyce. Geno fell asleep and Mr. Joyce sprayed 'Fart in a Can' Spray on him, good times! Maybe he shouldnt of fallen asleep! I'm still single and on the hunt for a lady, Inquire Within \m/
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| Baby The Blood's Already Been Spilled. . . |
[23 May 2004|11:14pm] |
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Well. Today was an all around good day. I had to serve 12:00 mass and it was boring, nothing new there... When I got home Danielle called and we went to Target and than to The Mall... Good times Good Times, than dan came over and we watched Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels. Good movie. Now Iam here and talking online.. Yet again I feel tormented by couples and their lives... why cant I find anyone. . .
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| Quoting Arnold, "DAHHHH!" |
[22 May 2004|07:01pm] |
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AHHHHHHH WTF. I just spent the last 2 1/2 hours sitting on my couch watching some fucking show about snakes because Kara and Jimmy decided to not call me and let me know that they changed their minds and are *NOT picking me up. What an awesome evening im having. SOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING BORED.
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| Maybe your gunna be the one that saves me... |
[20 May 2004|05:36pm] |
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Hey whats up kiddo's? So last night I hung out with Danielle and Cork. I had soooo much fun, I havent seen Danielle in like a year so it was really good seeing her again. We went to cousin's for a drink than we walked to cork's and watched the Zombie Prom dvd. That bastard Skip Ward totally missed my exciting locker explosion thing... the homo... ANYWAY, after that we went for a walk to the park and just sat and talked... Thats where I realized just how fast we all are growing up and it really scares me...Seeing that I have Athazagoraphobia and Metathesiophobia and everyone is gunna be going to college im really really nervous. I also realized just how much I want a girl to care for me, I wanna have something special... Like what Donnie and Gretchen have in Donnie Darko... Well I started writing a new song but it's not done yet... Maybe if i dont have crazy anxiety i'll finish my song later... I gotta go play some clave's at the chorus concert... see ya later
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| A Fall Farewell... |
[18 May 2004|12:33am] |
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Well here is my next song...
'Soundless Sorrow'
I swore I'd never feel this way // Hollow and heavy my heart, it hangs // The consistant beating growing louder with each breath we share // But I cant move on // I wont move on // You hold my bloody heart in your hand // Why do you do this to me // Make me feel so dead, so cold // I lose my breath away from your embrace // Sometimes I wonder why Iam alone // Does anyone care // But until were together my soul shall stay dead
Yeah sooo there is the next one, Please tell me what you think =\ Now I gotta finish CHEM!
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[17 May 2004|12:28am] |
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BLah im so tired. Tonight was the last night Of Annie Warbucks! And KatliN was amazing like usual, The wholE cast was realLy... I think it was a great great show that alot of people enjoYed. Especially the sHocking Ending and me flipping out with A gun Good Stuff =) Blah my mom is Really biTching like alwayS to get to bed... She pisses me off so mUch. Well I'll go to sleep so i Can forget about all of my problems... Night Kiddies!!!</p>
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